For the People

For the people.

This post will be a little sensitive for me but hey it’s for the people.

For the people whom I:

Had an awkward encounter with
Felt insecure
Never had appreciated
Boss around
Have not yet forgiven
Been too honest with
Never considered as a friend
Never reply to
Have let down

For the people I have offended in every way. I am sorry.

It would be selfish for me to state the reasons why I did those to you. I know a word can’t really heal from the scratch or scars that I have given you, but truly I am humbling myself to say sorry. I understand whatever your decision may be—if we don’t talk anymore or you decided to give it a try again. Truly I am thankful as well because I have grown and learn as a person with the experiences I had shared with you. I just hope for you, person whom I have offended, that you’re doing better and have grown as well as a person.

For the people who’ve done the same thing to me. I can’t say that I have forgiven you because as the saying goes “You haven’t forgiven the person if you haven’t forget” but—I mean I’m okay now. I took the pain as a lesson and share the lesson to other people. Though I have to admit I have changed a lot; on how I look, dress, and my perspective. If ever we see each other and I just happened to ignore you—five percent of that situation I was probably day dreaming or just having my music in full blast volume while wearing my headphones and ninety-five percent of those moments I have noticed you from a far I just don’t know how should I approach you.  But if you ever wanted to talk or just hang around I am very much okay with it.

For the people I am thankful for:

I am thankful for:

Understanding me
Not leaving me
Making me happy
Sharing me your food
Been honest with me
Opening up to me
Considering me as your friend
Loving me
For loving me
For understanding my self-deprecating joke
For not giving up on me
For getting me out of my comfort zone
Believing in me

I can’t thank you enough for sticking around with me even if you’ve witnessed how horrendous I can be at times. And most of the people I know, know that I am not sweet—which is ironic—but I really do appreciate every little thing you’ve done even if it’s just sharing the silence with me. I keep our memories together as if it’s a diamond kept safe from the bottom of my heart. Once again, I can’t truly express by words how thankful I am but—thank you.

For the people who click like in my posts, thank you as well. I know it’s not much but I am thankful for leaving a respond, it is also what’s inspires me and keeps me posting stories. Thank you.

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Well that was cheesy.

I know it has been months since thanksgiving but what are you thankful for? Comment below.



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