For the people.
This post will be a little sensitive for me but hey it’s for the people.
For the people whom I:
Had an awkward encounter with
Never had appreciated
Have not yet forgiven
Been too honest with
Never considered as a friend
Never reply to
Have let down
For the people I have offended in every way. I am sorry.
It would be selfish for me to state the reasons why I did those to you. I know a word can’t really heal from the scratch or scars that I have given you, but truly I am humbling myself to say sorry. I understand whatever your decision may be—if we don’t talk anymore or you decided to give it a try again. Truly I am thankful as well because I have grown and learn as a person with the experiences I had shared with you. I just hope for you, person whom I have offended, that you’re doing better and have grown as well as a person.
For the people who’ve done the same thing to me. I can’t say that I have forgiven you because as the saying goes “You haven’t forgiven the person if you haven’t forget” but—I mean I’m okay now. I took the pain as a lesson and share the lesson to other people. Though I have to admit I have changed a lot; on how I look, dress, and my perspective. If ever we see each other and I just happened to ignore you—five percent of that situation I was probably day dreaming or just having my music in full blast volume while wearing my headphones and ninety-five percent of those moments I have noticed you from a far I just don’t know how should I approach you. But if you ever wanted to talk or just hang around I am very much okay with it.
For the people I am thankful for:
I am thankful for:
Not leaving me
Making me happy
Sharing me your food
Been honest with me
Opening up to me
Considering me as your friend
For loving me
For understanding my self-deprecating joke
For not giving up on me
For getting me out of my comfort zone
Believing in me
I can’t thank you enough for sticking around with me even if you’ve witnessed how horrendous I can be at times. And most of the people I know, know that I am not sweet—which is ironic—but I really do appreciate every little thing you’ve done even if it’s just sharing the silence with me. I keep our memories together as if it’s a diamond kept safe from the bottom of my heart. Once again, I can’t truly express by words how thankful I am but—thank you.
For the people who click like in my posts, thank you as well. I know it’s not much but I am thankful for leaving a respond, it is also what’s inspires me and keeps me posting stories. Thank you.
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Well that was cheesy.
I know it has been months since thanksgiving but what are you thankful for? Comment below.